Ask out loud!
Is asking worth it?
Are you afraid to ask for what you need and want for fear of people turning you down? Are you embarrassed to ask for a friend's time, money to support a project, or perhaps asking someone to cook for you when you are down or feel ill? I got challenged by the Universe to dare to ask for more on every level, having to go beyond my comfort zone.
My guides whispered into my ear, nudging me to ask for help until I finally did.
Asking for uncomfortable requests has been a challenge because I am usually someone that gets things done on my own. I have always been independent. But, following the guidance that I can't ignore, and during one of my darkest struggles, I heard a voice telling me 'you are not done' with the asking. To be able to ask, I needed to do more work. Changing subconscious and conscious beliefs is a vital part of this work, my path, and how I help others through similar struggles. I won't stay small; I must break the cycle of staying small to get to the next level of healing.
I have not stopped living and won't allow the current diagnosis of stage 4 Metastasized Breast Cancer to define me.
THE BLESSINGS…
I have been opening myself to receive the things that I need to heal, feel supported, and thrive more now than ever. I am grateful for achieving my Masters in 2019, travel to Cuba with my Sis, and a healing circle my friends hosted to uplift me and carry me through the next phase of healing. Not to mention the steam of financial support that will help us through the East-West direction I am working with through Cancer. We have exhausted every savings and retirement accounts, and we trust the Universe hears our roar!! We deserve to thrive, and we believe the Universe will provide.
Since I have been following my divine guidance and taking it slow with my work since 2016 to deeply nurture and care for myself as I heal Epstein Barr, Lyme Disease and Breast Cancer as natural as possible - the costs of my lifestyle and medical bills have skyrocketed. Sometimes the fear can be crippling with how much we spend on healing. It can keep us in terror sometimes with restless nights, but I can't spend much time on negative thoughts because I have a life to live and enjoy while spreading my light without fear hurting my immune system.
This asking came in at the perfect time. It helped me to understand how to receive on a whole new, mind-blowing level!
What I Asked For and have received
Over ten thousand dollars in scholarships to complete the remaining courses in ThetaHealing® that I needed to become a ThetaHealer Master Teacher. Free flights, nearly free accommodations, acupuncture, massage, infrared sauna time, chiropractic, prepared meals, cupping, healing trips, supplements, new friends, and a beautiful ceremony (three actually) that my lady friends have gifted me as a way to fully support me on my journey. My sister gifted me a trip to Cuba as a way to support me, (watch the video here), and while we were there, we were celebrating my Cuban Mothers' passing and dancing in her honor. The money I spent in Cuba was from a random donation from a Facebook friend which was unexpected. And, we are grateful to my 77 year old Father who has been managing our future work/home/community space we will share in 2020.
I also have received generous amounts of money that friends and strangers have handed over with Love from a Facebook fundraiser a friend put together. Thank you, this is an incredible relief to our family and helps us to continue with my treatments that have not been covered through insurance.
My Facebook page has the fundraiser posted on it. Find it here and share it on your page to help us with medical costs. Thank you! See, it is easy to ask!
Cash and gifts alone do not vibrate my heart; it is the heartfelt giving, support, Love, and real friendships new and old that have shown up to grab my hand and take me to the next level of Love. I also want to include the presence of four embodied Angels that hold the key for true unconditional Love and have stood by my side through this journey, holding my hand with no questions asked and nothing owed; Thank you, Teri, Michael, Catharine, and Paula! And last but not least, my son RaYa, husband Armando, and Father Peter with their daily Love, support, and laughter.
I used to do all the 'self-healing" on my own in the past; this time, it is different.
The Universe does not discriminate. It understands our requests by our clear intentions, which set out a vibration or frequency, which is the true Universal language. But it starts with YOU asking! If you want something, ASK and know it will come at the right time- if it's the right thing for you to be doing. Receiving may be the very thing that heals you. The worst people can say is no. Mostly, it is playing with 'how" much you are accepting to gauge how open you are to allow yourself to feel comfortable with the abundance you deserve. It is a practice of self-love.
Asking can be more fun than you think. I write, pray, sing, drum, and state out loud what I want and need. You know the law of attraction works- but I put a spin on it using the tools I have in my healer's toolbox for profoundly unwinding the negative subconscious beliefs in the way.
Being able to relax and receive the enormous amount of financial and loving energy as support in various ways has been refreshing, miraculous, and all part of divine timing in my healing journey. All I can do is feel supported in every way and keep on asking and keep focusing on the ways I can love myself as well as serving others. So the answer is YES, asking is worth it.
I am grateful for not only the gifts but making incredible new friends, creating new opportunities, and reaching new awareness levels in myself about my ability to attract abundance on another level. I feel cared for and loved by my earthling friends and the ones on the other side of the veil!
When one of us heals, we all heal!
I wish you Peace, Harmony, Joy and Unconditional Love and the TRUST you can get through anything with LOVE!
Yve